After been consulting with my Obgyn, she suggested me to take time off and go for a holiday. She noticed that I was so stress about all these pregnancy plan thingy and she wanted me to relax and enjoy the moment. So hubby said that we should get an escape from this whole BBT charting, OPK tests, time scheduling for the 'baby dance' and whatnot. So, to Korea we go, and it's spring now. Yeay! Yep, another thing last night I found out that a friend of mine is pregnant, and that hit me pretty hard. Deep bottom of my heart I felt happy and excited for her and her family because they are terrific parents. However, it just hits hard every time someone else get pregnant and I'm still not. Jealousy is an ugly beast. Astaghfirullahala'zimmm. This gloomy feeling make me even more certain that I will soon start the Clomid and Premarin. It's time to give my ovaries a swift kick into action.